I went to get food at the Chinese restaurant I didn't eat all day. I bump into him. I was shock. He probably thought I follow him. No I didnt. I wanted to tell him. I love him there. He wouldn't let me get the chance to tell him. He told me we can't see each other cause he is marry. I text him I don't believe he is marry. cause he was testing me me how I feel about him. I shouldn't have doubt him. I got jealous. That was my reaction. I should of have known he was testing me. I told him I did take him for granted. I play with his feelings. He knows I'm hurting inside. He wants me to hurt. Like he did. He could hurt me. I won't stop loving him. When he said he was marry. He didn't even look me in the face. When he said it. He said something he couldn't talk cause his wife is around. He has a smirk on his face. It's been going over in my head from that that day. When I ask those questions he was hurting. I shouldn't have doubt his love. He could hurt me I'm not giving up. I'm not going to stop loving him. He wants me to pay the price for hurting him. I am paying it. I'm hurting. I am happy I did see him.😊 I know why he doesn't want to start a relationship yet. I hurt him. I broke his heart. I have to let go my past before I start anything. I will move forward. I know he broke rules with me. I really regret for not telling him that day.
He put a smile on my face today. I haven't smile.
No matter how much I'm hurting. I will still love you.
I am happy I saw him. You put a smile on my face.
I'm not giving up!
I care!
I miss him!
I love him!
He is special in my heart. ❤️
Nasty chinese food!
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