I can't belive this is happening to me.

I can't believe this is happening to me. I hope it's not true. I won't get any answers yet. I need to find out. What are they planning to do. Ok I assume again with him. He ran last time. What am i supposed to think. He saw me on Friday. He had this look. I been texting him. He stay quiet. He wants me to suffer his pain. I am suffering. I told him I want him in my life. I did say other things to but it wasn't bad. He doesn't say anything. I hurt him. I told him I was jealous. I reacted the wrong way. I never meant to hurt him. I should of rely on my instinct that day. I told him I regret not telling that day.  He is breaking my heart. 💔 I been texting him. He never ask me to stop. he is reading the msg. Why is this happening to me now? If a guy ran from you. What would you think? I'm around now I get to bump into him. What if I'm not around anymore. I won't be able to see him. I am freaking out. I text him so many times. He stay quiet. I never meant to hurt him. He is breaking my heart by ignoring me!   💔💔💔