Smile

I have to keep a fake smile. Why? I work with people and clients. I try to keep a smile on my face. My co worker today said I look really mean today cause I do t smile. He told me u get wrinkles if u don't smile. I'm so unhappy I'm not paying attention what I'm doing at work. I have to many things on my mind. I need to vent cause sometimes you can't tell people everything. They will used it against you. I tell my best friend everything. She like a sister to me. These days she doesn't have time to talk. She had to work and take care of two kids. The only time I'm happy is when I see my god kids. I have a lot of friends but I can't talk to them like my best friend. I don't have many female friends mostly guy friends.