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I was reading a article on yahoo about this girl she was charge with DUI. She put on Facebook to the public that she pass the alcohol test when her probation officer gave her. She celebrate by drinking and putting it on Facebook. If people put things on Facebook make sure it's not to the public only to your friends. They could track you down by your name!!!


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I need a vacation.

I was surpposed to go to Dominican Republic with my friends. It's not going to happen cause they planning a Asia trip. I can't go its around the time when my dad go away. This really suck I really need another vacation to get away. My friends said I look like I need a vacation. They said I look stress and unhappy about something. I just told them I'm just stress from working. I didn't I couldn't tell them anything.

Rain

It's been raining all day yesterday. It's really nasty yesterday. I don't understand some drivers. It's really slippery on the road. Why would you be driving so fast. Where are you rushing to. I was driving back home last night  really slow. I couldn't see the lane cause it was pouring outside. The car behind me was flashing his high beams at me. If you wanted me to go faster to bad. Go ahead and cut me off. I'm not going any faster. The speed limit is 40 everyone was going 60. When you live in the city everyone is in a rush.


Mr creepy man is here today nasty old man.

Work

I didn't want to go in today either I was debating to call out again. I know my co workers are going to make comments why I weren't in yesterday! It's my sick and vacation time it's none of your business what I do with it. If I go on vacation they are pissed off. Why I don't know. Some of my coworkers have more vacation time then I do. It's because I go somewhere and they don't. Jealous people I have to deal with!

When I got in today I heard s couple people didn't show up lucky me. If I had show up I would of work my ass off!

Hang out with my brother!

I didn't go in today. I slept till 9am I was hoping I could sleep till 12am or later it didn't happen. It felt great i didn't have to deal will bullshit today.I went to hang out with my brother and his roommate. They wanted to go to shopping today. We went shopping he payed for all the stuff I pick up. That was nice of him. It was fun today. I hardly see my brother cause he always busy.

Not feeling well!

I'm not feeling well since Sunday. Maybe it's from lack of sleep. I didn't sleep all night on Saturday. It could be stress. I'm thinking to much these days about the problems in my life. How do I solve one problem first? I need to figure it out. How I don't know! I'm so tired there is to much to do at work. I'm the only one who knows how to used a program at work. No one knows how to used it and I get stuck with all the work. Maybe I'm going to call out tomorrow. Depends how I feel when I get up in the morning. If I do call out I can't stay at my father house. He put me to work and he bitch about I didn't go to work. I'm going to have to go to my brother place if he home.

You are here to work!

My coworkers are so lazy. They like to pass all there work. You make me running around the company unbelievable. I should of called out this morning. I woke up with a headache this morning. I hate this weather. I don't know if I'm coming down with a cold or it's my allergies. It's hot one day and the next day is cold. I was running late today I didn't blow dry my hair all the way. What a horrible day! The girls I work with are so petty and caddy.

I didn't sleep last night!

I need at least a nap today. I didn't sleep last night. I couldn't fall a sleep last night I was tossing and turning. I had to be at work 8am. I'm going to try to take a nap in the car later today if I could. I'm getting old I can't not stay up all night. I get grouchy and nasty if I don't get any sleep. :(

I got the chance to take a 2 hour nap. It was cold and I hurt my neck from sleeping in the chair. It was better then nothing. I was annoyed with these 2 customer today. They took forever getting out. I wanted to leave and go home. I am tired just wanted to lie down. Back at my father place and can't fall a sleep.

Mr creppy man is here today and a customer point him out she told me he an old man who trying to pick up young girls!!  Nasty dirty old man time to hide!

I got lost in in Philly!

When I left NYC on Friday heading into Philly. I forgot my gps. I was lost for almost 1 hour driving around Pennsylvania. It's so confusing over there. I finally got there around 2am. What a freaking night. I went to pick up my friends from a bar in Philly. One was so piss drunk. We has to carry her back to the hotel. I didn't get any sleep this weekend. Woke up early on Saturday to go shopping. I got lost again coming back to NYC. This time I had my friends in the car. I took the wrong exit coming back. I was lost in NJ.  Wonderful no sleep at again. Just got in and I can't fall a sleep. I got to be up at 7am. What a weekend!!

My breaks

I get 2 breaks and I could go to the bathroom as much as I want. You fucking stupid bitch you going to tell me I can't take my bathroom break. That's against the law. I know you weren't born in this country. In the USA we have labor laws. If you don't understand the labor laws here in the USA trust me I will make you understand bitch!

Is it my fault!

Is it my fault I'm not happy. I'm not happy with my job. I'm not happy with my marriage! I'm not happy someone ignoring me. I'm not happy I don't have a baby.

I haven't been happy at my job for a long time now. I dread getting up for work every morning. I hate some of the people I work with. Mostly the females they are back stabbing bitches. One I don't brown noise to get to a position I want. It seems to me if you kiss ass you get to a higher position. I not happy with my marriage cause my husband doesn't want to fix the problems we have he thinks its a game. Second time since we been together he has made me cry. I have no clue if he wants to fix things. He just ingoring the question. What should I do? I don't know. Is it my fault I'm attracted to someone else. I do want to call you but I don't want to get diss. What should I do?

Cindy

Another crazy day

It's so busy at work I can't eat breakfast. My stomach is hurting so bad from not eat breakfast. Here we go again coworkers are saying my name wrong again. I told them do not use my Chinese name. They are going to piss me soon. I'm going to curse someone out today !!!!

Bad day today

I woke up late for work today. I got to work late. My day is not going so well. I got my driving lesson  with mr pig. I don't wanna go. I don't want to work tonight either. Maybe I could get the night off.

Cindy

It's a crazy day today!!

It's really crazy day today. Very crazy today at work and on the street. It's st Patrick day. So many rowdy people around it took me 30 mins to walk 10 steps smh. I finally got my lunch. I was hoping for a peaceful day. Not having one!!

Good week

I hope this week at work will be a good and fast week. It's never a good week at my job.
I'm very tired this morning.

Blah

I'm so tired today. I couldn't sleep last night. So i turn on a movie to watch big mistake. I was watching a zombie show. I couldn't sleep after that I got only 2 hrs sleep last night. I check my Facebook this morning my ex co worker msg me 8 times. Omg now I think he a freak. The msg he left me was disgusting. I never thought he was like that. I have to delete him from my Facebook and block him. I should have know from his Facebook pic. My coworkers has been talking about why would he use that pic as his profile pic. Now I know!!!eww 

I got to be up at 5am tomorrow how am I going to do that. There's so much noise in the house.

cómo hago para dejar de gustarle a alguien. ¿cómo deshacerse dción!

I can't fall a sleep

I'm tired and I can't fall a sleep!!  I need to get up at 7am tomorrow. This really sucks!!  :o

Annoying friend

My friend is annoying she keeps calling me to pick her up. Drive her here and there. She like to used people for things. Since I have a car. That's why she calling right now to ask me to pick her up. If she need something she call a million times. If she doesn't need anything she won't call you for months. She hasn't been a friend for a long time now. I hate people who used people for things. She one of them.

Trying to sleep late!

I was planning to sleep late today. I'm up from all the noise in the house. I hear my father waking my brother up for school. I hear the stupid house phone ringing off the hook  since 7am. I hear drilling outside. I forgot to turn my cell phone off and text MSG was coming through. I'm up and I need coffee!!!

Friday

Woohoo I got Friday off !! I don't have to get up early tomorrow! I get to sleep late. I dont gave to deal with my coworkers. I got my hair cut today. I get to relax tomorrow.


I'm not rude!
If you say hi I will say hi. I'm not rude and won't say hi back or walk away!!
I don't ignore phones calls!

Here we go again!

Here we go again another day of bullshit at work! Same shit but different day!! I curse out my coworker who been bothering me. I told him leave me alone if you don't I will go to hr. I had enough with his bullshit.

I over did it yesterday. I haven't work out for a long time. I'm in pain today!

It was a nice night today!

Since it was a nice night. My brother ask me to go jogging with him after work. I don't really jog! I went anyway. I jog for a little bit big mistake for not wearing my ankle brace. I walk the entire 20 blocks. I'm going to be in pain tomorrow.

Co workers

I told my co workers many times if you don't know how to pronounce my Chinese name don't say. That's why I have a English name. I hate when they call me my Chinese name. I never use it.
I'm so happy I found out today I got Friday off and get paid! I'm going to have a short week. I don't have to use vacation or sick. What am I going to do? I'm going to sleep late. Get my hair cut and nails done. 3 day weekend yippe!

Vacation

I hope I could take vacation beginning of April. My friends are planning to go to Dominican Republic. I need this vacation before my dad leave for his. He must think I don't have a job. He must think I'm superwoman. Working 2  jobs and running errands for him. I'm tired and don't have time to do my things. I hope I be able to go on this vacation! I'm stress I been smoking to much! 

To much noise in the house sitting in the car again. Guest in the house!

I have a headache!

Day 2 I didn't get enough sleep again. I had to be at work 730am. The guests from last night  didn't leave till 1230am. I have a headache and I'm falling a sleep at my desk.

I'm so exhaust!

I'm so tired today. I only got a couple hours of sleep last night. I had to work a 13 hr shift today. It was so busy. Everything was annoying me. I'm cranking when I don't get enough sleep. I'm back at my father house can't go to sleep yet. There's guests at the house. I'm all mess up when it's daytime saving time. Sitting in the car to get away from the noise in the house. I need a vacation!

I'm so tired!

I was having sleeping problems last night. I couldn't fall a sleep last night. It sucks to lose 1 hr of sleep. I woke up really late today. I woke up at 8am that's late. Lucky my dad didn't even know I got up so late. He would have been bitching. I didn't get the chance to take a shower. I look like a freaking mess didn't even brush my hair.  I ran out the house. I hope I lock my room door. Thank goodness I'm late Mr. creepy is not here today. My day is starting out to be bad already. Got to get home and take a shower.

I can't fall a sleep!

I can't fall a sleep. I'm going to lose a 1hr of sleep tonight because I forgot about daytime saving time.  I got to be up at 6am to go to work. I got a 13 hr shift tomorrow. I hardly get any to much noise in the house! I need sleep!

Bad morning

My day was not going so well today. I felled a sleep on the train and miss my stop. I ended up last stop in mahanttan smh. I was late going into work again. Lucky me it's a slow day today. Thank goodness it's TGIF!! I couldnt wait for this week to be over. I better stop sleeping on train.

Annoying coworker

This coworker I have is annoying he doesn't understand what NO means! I told him I'm marry he doesn't believe it.  He keep bugging me asking me out. I can't wait till he move to a different department. He caught me offer guard near the stairs today omg!! He ask me to have lunch with him i told him no! Stop bugging me!


I'm attracted to someone but he doesn't wanna talk to me!! it's not any of my coworkers!

I need to be stress free.

I let people get to me! That's why I'm so stress. People like to talk behind my back. Go ahead talk behind my back. People don't have the guts to say it to my face. I shouldn't let it bother me. I need to be stress free or my anextiy attack is going to come back. I need to ignore people who bother me.

Can't fall a sleep!

Trying to go to sleep early. I can't seem to fall a sleep. To much noise in the house. To many things on my mind. I need sleep!

I can't trust anyone!

I can't trust anyone here at work!! I thought you were my friend! You don't wanna do your work and you pass me your work. Hell no I pass it back and you yellling at me. I feel like punching someone today!

Life is short!

Life is short!
Don't stay mad!
Be happy!

Not feeling well

I'm still not feeling well. I should of call out from work today and went to see my doctor. I'm having a really crappy morning. Running late for work again.To many things to do at work. I hope I don't have to work tonight.

Peace and quiet

When I stay my father house. I would like some peace and quiet sometimes. I never get it!! My stepmother always screaming in the house. She always arguing with my father. I didn't grow up in a house with screaming till my father marry this evil bitch. She really lazy. She makes a mess and don't clean it up! People think my family is normal I don't think it is right now. The way how I escape the screaming and yelling I go and sit in my car. I can't even lock my myself in my room cause I could still hear them screaming. I wasn't feeling well today. Can I have peace and quiet at least one day!
I need my own place. I still can't find one!

Creepy man is here!

Way to early for me to deal with creepy man. Constant bothering me about stupid things. Don't come up to me and tell me you make 20 dollar a hr. Why do i give a shit. Is that supposed to impressed a female when guys talk about how much they make. It doesn't impressed me maybe other females. Go away you make me uncomfortable.  I usually leave when he here. The last time he was here a customer saw how he was. She said maybe he not taking his meds. Way to early on a Sunday morning to deal with this crap.

What a Friday night!

My friends from California came to NYC for the week. I went to meet up with them for dinner. It was a good night until I ate some of my friend dinner. I was allergic to something in his food. I broke out in hives. Lucky I  had allergy meds with me. If my allergy medicine didn't work. I was going to end up in the hospital. Wonderful what am I allergic to now. I have to make a appointment with my allergy doctor. I hate going and getting prick by needles!