Does it matter if you are fat or skinny!

When you are fat. People ignore you. They talk about you. How you are so huge. Kids say mean things. Stop judging what they look like from the outside. It's the inside that counts the most. Growing up I was always skinny more like a tooth pick. My parents always tell me to eat more. I did eat but I wouldn't gain the weight. In college I started gaining weight a lot of weight. I had no time to work out. To busy studying and working at the same time. I ate so much junk and i was drinking a lot. When you drink you could put on weight. My brother's friends would say damn you are really healthy. They meant damn you are so freaking big. I didn't really care about my weight back then. I lost weight 2 yrs later. No more mean comments. When my mom passed away I started gaining weight back. This time I was huge. The biggest I ever been. I had to buy a whole set of work clothes. I was eat junk and drinking soda almost 10 bottles a day. Soda was my bf. I wasn't feeling well last yr  so I went to the doctor. Doctor told me to be careful of my sugar level. It was really high and my mom was diabetic. I cut the soda out. I lost a lot of weight. Soda is really bad! I drink ice tea no sugar now. I feel a lot healthy. The bad things is creepy men are bothering me these days. When you are slim you get to much attention. When you are fat you have no attention and fat jokes. Does it really matter how you look from the outside?