I have so many problems's!!

I have so many problem. I'm not happy in my marriage. When we see each we always arguing about stupid things. We not getting along when we see each. I'm trying to fix it. He seems to ignore that we are having problems. When I mention I'm not happy. He said he knows but doesn't want to talk about it. He walk away. I met this guy I thought he's good looking. I'm attract this this guy. I was trying to avoided him in the begin. That didn't work. It's wrong I'm have feelings for someone else. I'm so confused!!! I don't know what to do! He's avoided me now. I hate my job. I been stuck at this place for over 10 yrs. I been looking for a new job put my resume out. There is no job out there. The women's I work with are so childish. They gossip about everyone. Nothing good comes out from there mouth. I have a sibling who does drugs doesn't know when to stop. I'm always getting yelled at by my father for the things my sibling does cause I'm the oldest. I just don't know what to do these days. So I'm going to runaway from my problems. I book a ticket to go away. I know when I get back my problems are still going to be there.