Bad mood

My friends piss me off last night. They told me to meet them at 8 pm. I got there 820 they still weren't there. I call them up and they said they running late. They got there at 845. I told them I'm leaving I'm tired and I'm not in a good mood! They really piss me of yesterday.They told me they booked a vacation trip and its going to cost me over 1 grand. They didnt even ask me. I get home I can't go to sleep cause the lady is talking on top of her lungs on the phone. I couldn't fall a sleep! I end up taking a walk at 230am OMG. I have work the next day. I get to work there's problems. This job is going to make me drink. I need a day off from everyone family and friends. I wish I could pick up and runaway.

I'm still curious what was he mad about? Is he still mad? Should I just give up?

I just got home

What a long day. I just got home. A friend ask me to come over to have dinner with her family. I'm so tired while I was working. I wanted to take a nap. People said im a grouch today. Why cause i didn't  t get enough sleep. I couldn't wait to get home and take a shower. I hate this weather.  Now I'm home and Im not tired.. I got to be at work in the morning. I hope I don't have to deal with creppy old man tomorrow. I'm going have to curse him out soon!

I'm annoyed

I'm annoyed with everything and everyone. Nothing is going right. I need to get away from everyone!

I can't believe it

Today I found out one of my coworkers got let go today. I can't believe it. She was ok but I could hear it in her voice she was kind of upset. My stupid supervisor set her up. I know they don't like her so when she made a mistake. They used that to fired her. People make mistakes no one is perfect in this world. They made alot of mistake and they don't admit it. While I was talking to her she said to me I wanted to get fired but she got fired instead. I still can't believe these bitches will do something like that. I really can't believe it. Human resources never help the workers they only there to help the company. If anything happens go to department of labor. I can't never trust anyone at work. They will  stab you in the back when you are not looking.

I woke up late for work!

I woke up late for work this morning cause I got home late last night. I'm really late for work today. I jump out of bed didn't even take a shower.  When I get here guess who here? Mr creepy man crap that's how my day is going to start. He wanted to help me I told him no thanks. He bitching right now about talking to himself about how he always offer and I don't accept the offer. He creeps me out,I rather break my back then ask him for help. He was complaining I was late. If I'm late why does he wait an hour. Pls leave then. I'm really holding my tongue. He will get curse out soon. I don't have nice words to say about this creepy guy. I'm leaving soon. When he here I'm always leave.

What else is going to happen today! How is my day going to end?

Jamaica Vacation

My Jamaica vacation is mess up to. It seem all my vacation plan is getting mess up when I plan it. Will I  be able to go anywhere. It seems things happen for a reason. I might have to not plan it and just pick up and go. I need to get away by myself.

I didn't have anything plan last tonight. I was surpposed to go to a birthday dinner. I didn't wanna go. I end up going to my friend place they were play mah Jong. I wasn't in the mood to play. If I did I would of had lost money. I have free time now but I don't want to waste it. I try to make time  for someone   and that person  ignores me. That's how i get treated by being nice.

Tonight

Lucky I woke up some of the hives went away on my face. I had to double dose last night.  If it didn't i am not leaving the house at all only to the doctor office.I can't believe it happen again. I'm still itching from the hives on my leg. It sucks when you are allergic to things. I was going to go out tonight to a birthday party decide not to. It's going to cost me. I don't have much money these days to waste. I have a crappy job not making any money. Some of my friends don't care about money they waste it like water. The guys always offer to pay. I don't really like that. They know i dont make the money i used to make.Since my vacation got all mess up. I stil need to save to go somewhere. My friends were texting me all night for me to come. I told the bday girl I take her out another day. One of my friend call me to go visit her in North Carolina. Maybe I take a drive down by myself down there i just to need to get away for a couple of days.

I have another bday party to go to tomorrow. I'm not going to go. Hmm what am I going to do tomorrow night! 

I been looking for a new job but its out of the state. It's so hard to find a job.

So glad I got my car back from the shop. Damn this car is costing me alot of money.