I feel really tired today

I'm really tired today. I wanna go home and go to sleep but i can't cause I'm at work. I can't wait till i get out.  What a morning I'm having i spill coffee on my clothes. I trip on the sidewalk, i was walking to work. Lucky i didn't fall. I have to learn new things today at work. To much to learn. My brain is not functioning today, to sleepy.

I want to call him, but he hasn't given me any sign. Confused

Another late night

I didn't drink till i drop last night. I did wake up with a bad headache. My friends decide we drink at her place we bought over 2 bottles after dinner yesterday. All of my friends crash at her place. I stay all day at her place.I just got home after dropping off my friends. I'm only getting a few hours of sleep tonight. Got to get up early. I'm going to be late again. I'm always late. I'm driving back and one of my friends scare the crap out of my. She started screaming like a crazy women. Why? Because there was a bug in my car window. Omg that's why i can't have her in my car and the bug was outside on my window. Smh

Going out tonight

I wasn't planning to go out tonight. I was planning to have dinner with friends and call it a night. Instead I'm going to go drinking with them. I need lots  of drinks tonight. Very piss off!!! I don't really drink unless I'm piss off,annoyed etc. I haven't gotten drunk since college days. I really want to screammmm today! One of my friend piss me off today to. Made me go on a wild goose chase. Driving from bklyn to manhattan then to queens and back to bklyn on a friday. I was stuck in traffic for 2 hrs. I hate getting stuck and crazy drivers on the road. Thank goodness my friend is not going to join us tonight. I'm ready to give her a piece of my mind. I hope i have a better night today. This week really sucks!!!! 

So piss off today

This morning my stupid supervisors told me hr wanna see me. They wanted to write me up. They are trying to get me in trouble. Go ahead i don't give a shit anymore. Stupid bitches are always on my ass!! They are watching me like a hawk. They even notice i have new clothes. Wtf what is the big deal. It's none of there business. I can't stand these people!! Very piss off today !

OMG why does it seems like he knows what I'm thinking about. I saw him today. Why does he has to be good looking.

I got follow today!

When I was driving home today. I notice a car was following me. I step on my gas to go faster. The car was right behind me wtf. I check to make sure my car doors was lock. I stop at a red light and the car behind me pull up next to me. Their was 2 guys in the car. They was trying to get my attention to roll down the windows. There was no cars behind me and the other car. Lucky i saw another car pull up. I roll my window down a little. I ask him what does he what. He told me i have a flat. He said he help me fix it. I said no thanks. I speed off. I know i didn't have a flat cause i would of felt it driving. There was no way i was going to pull over. It was dark not to much lights. There was no one walking around. I'm not going to fall for that trick. When I speed off the car was still behind me. I stop signaling. I just made the turns to make sure they weren't following. They were right behind me crap. I drove all the way to the belt. That's the only way I'm going to lose them is on the hwy. If i didn't I'm going to have to pull into a police station. I didnt see a front license plate. I finally lost them 35 mins wasted. I was still driving in circles to make sure. When I finally got home i check my tires. I didn't have a flat!!! They must of thought i was a easy target Stupid assholes. How do I avoided suitation like this?

Didn't go to work today.

Woke up today didn't feel well. I didn't make into work. The stupid people at my job is mad i called out. I don't give a shit anymore for the company i work for. I work with ass kisser. You dont get recognize when you work hard. There's a click in my department if you not in the click. They try really hard to throw your ass on the street. I know who in that click. One of the girls she try to find out why I'm always not there. I told her I'm on sick leave. She pretend to be a friend oh please I know what she doing. The supervisors told her to find out infomation. I'm not stupid and I'm not blind. I had a verbal argument with my supervisor on wed and thurs. I told them they off. Im really going to flip out at work one day. They are pushing my buttons. I need a new job. I need a vacation. I need a new life.

Why me?

Depress

The more I'm thinking about it. The more I'm Depress!