I HATE MY JOB!!

I'm not having a good day today! Why cause I got my yearly review from my manager. She gave me nothing. I work really hard and I got nothing. I do at least 5 different position on the company. This company suck. She doesn't know what's going on she listen to my petty supervisor. I work with all females in my department. It's really bad when you work with all females. To much gossip going around. They get jealous if you have something and they don't. They know when you have new shoes,handbags etc. I don't care. If I want something. I'm going to earn my money and get it for myself. Why are women bitches? The females I work with are so lazy. They type with a pen cause they don't want to mess up their fake nails. I'm going to have take my time and do what they do. It's seems like if I do what they do you get a raise. It's so much better working with male co-workers. You don't have 12 females Pms every month.

I just want to be happy

I just want to be happy but it's not going to happen since I have so much stress going on.

I think I should go on vacation again to be stress free.

My boss is a stupid bitch!

My boss is a stupid bitch!!! I wasn't feeling well this morning. So I was running late today. She didn't freaking care. She was lucky I made it to work. She very petty and cady bitch!!

chinga tu madre

Racism

Today I saw these cops being a asshole. There was 3 middle age old man sitting at the corner just chit chatting like they do everyday. They weren't doing anything wrong. These cops pull up to them cause they are different nationality. They ask them for there ids to see if they were legal here. I see this everyday racism. I can't stand it anymore. People always think Asian people don't speak English! These kids was making comments today he was saying Ching Chong. I got so annoyed at him. I told him that's not nice.He started asking question. What's the difference between Chinese take out and real Chinese food. I told him Chinese take out food it's not the same food we eat at home. It's like fast food. I told him if the Chinese people sold food what we eat at home. You not gonna like it. I'm tired people thinking Asians don't speak English. Some Asians don't stand up for themselves when they get pick on. They just keep there mouth shut. I don't I speak my damn mind if you say something stupid to me.

So upset today!

I found out one of my friend is expecting again. I'm upset cause I still didn't get pregnant yet. I'm happy for her she having another addition to her family. I'm going to be to old to have one if it doesn't happen any time soon.Family and friends don't know we are having problems in our marriage. If they do they will tell me not to get pregnant till u fix your marriage. Is it me who has the problem that's why I can't get pregnant or is it my husband. I can't help being upset nothing going right in my life.

Do not wake any women from there sleep !

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My goals for 2014!

My goals for 2014! 1. Learn how to speak Spanish. First Spanish word comer Merida. My friend had to teach me a bad word. 2. Go back to school. 3. Stop smoking (maybe) 4. Learn how to drive stick shift. 5. Go on vacation. 6. Look for a new job or start a business. 7. Lose weight (have a flat stomach by the summer) 8. Buy my own place to live. 9. Learn to ignore people who talks behind your back. 10.Get a tattoo. 11.Get Rid yourself of “frenemies.” 12.Learn to control my anger. 13.Learn to work slower at work.( people at my job don't work. When I work fast I'm doing there job) 14.Try to have a baby!