I hate being the driver!

I just got home from dropping all my friends off. I really hate being the only driver. I'm always the last one to get home. None of them have a driver license. It really sucks cause i can't get any rest. If one of my friends get their license. I could get some sleep. It's late and i got to get up early for work tomorrow morning.

What is my sibling up to? What was he doing today? I hope he not doing something stupid!!!

To late to buy a plane ticket.

Some of my friends went to Toronto for the Labor Day weekend. They invite me to go . I told them i let them know. It's to late for me to book a ticket now. Its going to cost a lot.The only way for me to get there is drive 8 hrs tonight and i get there tomorrow morning. I have a 4 day weekend. I don't wanna drive by myself for 8 hrs. Plus I'm not feeling so good. My friend told me i shouldn't cause I'm by myself . She told me to get someone to go with me. Its dangerous to go by myself  i don't think it's a good idea. Since I'm not feeling well and i don't have my gps. I don't wanna get lost either. Damn i should of booked the ticket with them.

Not feeling so well these days.

I'm getting these bad headaches. I been popping Advil everyday. I know its not good to be taking it everyday. Could it be lack of sleep. I haven't been sleeping well. I be getting a 4 hrs a day or none. I would have to go to work like I'm a zombie. I feel really drain and lightheaded today. I just wanted to go home and sleep. But when i get home can't fall a sleep. To much noise in the house. I been in my room for over a hr trying to fall a sleep. I got to get up for work tomorrow. Then I'm going to the doctor about my headaches. I just hope it's not high blood pressure.. When I'm stress my pressure goes up.

I wanted to call him last night. But since i wasn't feeling well i couldn't.  Is he still in the hospital?  I didn't see him yesterday.

Tired

I'm so tired today. Went to my brother's place for dinner last night. I end up getting a bad stomach ache. Something i ate last night it didn't agree with me. End up staying at my brother's place. I went with my brother and his friends in the morning to a lake. It was really nice to get away from the city. Even for a day.It was peaceful and quiet. Now I'm back to the noisy city. I can't fall a sleep. I have to get up for work tomorrow morning. I have a headache that hasn't gone away since Wednesday. Maybe it's from not sleeping enough.

I can't fall a sleep

I been having sleeping problems for a while now. I don't know what it is. To many things on my mind. That's why I can't sleep. I'm getting 2 to 4 hrs of sleep. Sometime no sleep at all. When i don't get enough sleep I'm really lightheaded and clumsy. I had no choice one night . I took a sleeping pill. I didn't make it in to work that same day. I had to call out it was 1000am when i woke up. Omg it's 1:15 am I'm still up. I got to get up in a few hrs. I need to sleep. I might have to go to the doctor to see what I should do. I could fall a sleep anywhere else. But not in this house. No matter how tired i am. To many things on my mind. I thinking to much!!!!

I can't belive myself I'm thinking about him. It's going to bother me.

I'm exhausted today.

I feel so drain today. I got no sleep lately. To much noise in the house. People are very selfish in this house. I'm thinking about things and i can't sleep. I had so much to learn and do at work today. I get home from work. To much going on in this house. To much noise ,my head is pounding today. Not feeling well today. Everyone is annoying me today!!!!!

I said yesterday i would try to call him. I didn't call him. I try today. Let see what happen. I didn't see him today.

Nothing plan for tonight

I didn't plan anything for tonight. I got one thing to do. Pick up my friend and her family from the airport. I got stuck in traffic. I got lost at the airport. I finally found them. I'm tired driving around tonight. I'm finally home. I hope i get some rest tonight. I got to get up early tomorrow for work.

i sierra él hoy.yo quería que lo llamara esta noche. a finales de llamar.¿por qué tiene que ser bien parecido.le se ve mejor con el pelo corto. ¿por qué no dice hola cualquier más?

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TGIF I'm so happy I don't have to deal with stupid people today at work. It's Friday and I hope the day goes well. I just hope no problems pop up later today with my luck. Something will happen. I got nothing plan tonight. I might just stay home and catch up on my shows. Most of my friends are away on vacation. Unless my guys friends calling me. The ones who are piss me a couple weeks ago. I see later. I might just relax tonight 

debatiendo si debería llamarlo esta noche.El probablemente estará ocupado.¿y si él no contesta.Realmente voy a sentir como un tonto.él debe por lo menos darme una pista.  

Quiero a chillar. que realmente me confundió.

I wish i was on vacation

I wish i left with my friend for vacation this week. They ask me to go with them to cancun. I couldn't go cause it was last minute. I can't do things like that. I just want to get away for a whole week. Don't have to worry about anything and anyone. I need at least one week to clear my mind. I feel blah these days!

My day suck today

To many things to do today. I was running around the city like a headless chicken.I had a doctor appointment. Before the appointment i bump into my annoying friend omg. She made my day worse. Then i had to drive my friends's family around. I was stuck in traffic going there and coming back 3 hrs. I got stuck with her car. I'm not use to driving her car. I wanted to drive my car but she wanted me to drive her car. I wanted to go get my car but there's was to to much traffic at that time. I always pick the wrong time to go anywhere. Sometimes i pick the wrong people to make friends with!!! Nosey people.

 I want to call him. I can't seem to hit the send button. I'm afraid he won't pick up again. What should i do? Does he want me to call i have no idea. :(

I feel really tired today

I'm really tired today. I wanna go home and go to sleep but i can't cause I'm at work. I can't wait till i get out.  What a morning I'm having i spill coffee on my clothes. I trip on the sidewalk, i was walking to work. Lucky i didn't fall. I have to learn new things today at work. To much to learn. My brain is not functioning today, to sleepy.

I want to call him, but he hasn't given me any sign. Confused

Another late night

I didn't drink till i drop last night. I did wake up with a bad headache. My friends decide we drink at her place we bought over 2 bottles after dinner yesterday. All of my friends crash at her place. I stay all day at her place.I just got home after dropping off my friends. I'm only getting a few hours of sleep tonight. Got to get up early. I'm going to be late again. I'm always late. I'm driving back and one of my friends scare the crap out of my. She started screaming like a crazy women. Why? Because there was a bug in my car window. Omg that's why i can't have her in my car and the bug was outside on my window. Smh

Going out tonight

I wasn't planning to go out tonight. I was planning to have dinner with friends and call it a night. Instead I'm going to go drinking with them. I need lots  of drinks tonight. Very piss off!!! I don't really drink unless I'm piss off,annoyed etc. I haven't gotten drunk since college days. I really want to screammmm today! One of my friend piss me off today to. Made me go on a wild goose chase. Driving from bklyn to manhattan then to queens and back to bklyn on a friday. I was stuck in traffic for 2 hrs. I hate getting stuck and crazy drivers on the road. Thank goodness my friend is not going to join us tonight. I'm ready to give her a piece of my mind. I hope i have a better night today. This week really sucks!!!! 

So piss off today

This morning my stupid supervisors told me hr wanna see me. They wanted to write me up. They are trying to get me in trouble. Go ahead i don't give a shit anymore. Stupid bitches are always on my ass!! They are watching me like a hawk. They even notice i have new clothes. Wtf what is the big deal. It's none of there business. I can't stand these people!! Very piss off today !

OMG why does it seems like he knows what I'm thinking about. I saw him today. Why does he has to be good looking.

I got follow today!

When I was driving home today. I notice a car was following me. I step on my gas to go faster. The car was right behind me wtf. I check to make sure my car doors was lock. I stop at a red light and the car behind me pull up next to me. Their was 2 guys in the car. They was trying to get my attention to roll down the windows. There was no cars behind me and the other car. Lucky i saw another car pull up. I roll my window down a little. I ask him what does he what. He told me i have a flat. He said he help me fix it. I said no thanks. I speed off. I know i didn't have a flat cause i would of felt it driving. There was no way i was going to pull over. It was dark not to much lights. There was no one walking around. I'm not going to fall for that trick. When I speed off the car was still behind me. I stop signaling. I just made the turns to make sure they weren't following. They were right behind me crap. I drove all the way to the belt. That's the only way I'm going to lose them is on the hwy. If i didn't I'm going to have to pull into a police station. I didnt see a front license plate. I finally lost them 35 mins wasted. I was still driving in circles to make sure. When I finally got home i check my tires. I didn't have a flat!!! They must of thought i was a easy target Stupid assholes. How do I avoided suitation like this?

Didn't go to work today.

Woke up today didn't feel well. I didn't make into work. The stupid people at my job is mad i called out. I don't give a shit anymore for the company i work for. I work with ass kisser. You dont get recognize when you work hard. There's a click in my department if you not in the click. They try really hard to throw your ass on the street. I know who in that click. One of the girls she try to find out why I'm always not there. I told her I'm on sick leave. She pretend to be a friend oh please I know what she doing. The supervisors told her to find out infomation. I'm not stupid and I'm not blind. I had a verbal argument with my supervisor on wed and thurs. I told them they off. Im really going to flip out at work one day. They are pushing my buttons. I need a new job. I need a vacation. I need a new life.

Why me?

Depress

The more I'm thinking about it. The more I'm Depress!