Keys

Last night one of my guy friend call me up asking for his key. He called me at 130am wtf. I don't sleep that early but he had all day to call.  He found his car and he knew I move it. I still have 2 of my friends car keys. I'm not going to call them. Let them call me. I know they are piss I took their car keys.  I was trying to convince my best friend to play hooking from her job so we could go hang out tonight. But she didn't. I don't have to get up early in the morning for work and I want to do something. I'm annoyed and upset and don't want to stay home. I usually call my guy friend out. But he got piss at me for taking his key on Friday. I was thinking about calling Mr.ignore but I didn't cause it's to late. I'm bored! I'm annoyed!

Everything went wrong today!

I didn't get any rest at my brother's place. He wanted me to take him shopping. He woke me up at 8am. I was getting ready to go and my husband called me up telling me he's coming to visit. Omfg he actually coming to visit. I haven't seen or heard from him. We don't call each other up and talk when we do its arguing. He convince my brother to go shopping in pa. We were arguing the whole time about stupid things. In front of my brother and his friends. My brother said to me what kind a relationship do we have. I didnt answer him. He knows something wrong.  I wasn't feeling well when I got to nj. He bitching at me for not feeling well wtf is it my fault I'm allergic to the pollen. I couldn't stop sneezing. My nose and eyes was running. I started burning up with a fever. What else will go wrong today. Everything got stuck in traffic on the bridge. I had to drop off everyone. I just got in the door because someone lock me out. I was ringing the doorbell for a 30 mins until someone heard me screaming outside. My brother left all the light on in the house. What else my eyes are swollen it looks like someone punch me in the eyes. My allergy meds are not working. I got to get up early for work tomorrow and I'm not going to get any rest. I hope my the swelling goes down by the morning. What a mess up day!


I move the guys car a block away before i left. One of them have a stick shift car. I hope I didn't mess up his clutch. I still have there keys. I know they have a extra keys and cars. They didn't call for there keys.

I wanted to buy everything!!

I got out early today from work. I didn't have anything to do so I went shopping. I went to the apple store again. I need a new computer. I can't decide what to get Desktop or notebook. I like the desktop but I'm hardly home and i can't carry it everywhere. If i get the notebook i was thinking about the Mac air. I have to really think about it cause its a big purchase. I really need a computer. My computer died on me. Lucky i back all the stuff up before. I went to look for cameras i could put up in the house. So I could watch who taking my stuff and what are they doing in the house. I want proof who going through my things when I'm not home. I been shopping for more clothes for the past 2 days. I better stop. I'm buying to much.

Does it matter how old you are to be wearing shorts?

Does it matter how old you are to be wearing shorts? I don't think so i still wear them. My friend she been bothering me telling me my shorts are to short.I'm to old to be wearing shorts. I told her I don't like the heat. I always wore shorts in the summer growing up and when I was heavier. I told my friend my ass cheek is not sticking out of my shorts. Then it's not to short if it was i wouldn't be wearing it outside. I told her if i have cellulite on my legs i wouldn't be wearing at all. I have seen some women have no shame wearing it, everything is sticking out. I'm not going to be doing that. My  younger sibling said when i was fat i shouldn't have wore shorts. I couldn't belive he said that. He said since I'm thinner i could wear it now I told him whatever. Am i going to be criticize what I am wearing! Does it really matter how old I am? I have friends who are older then me and they still wear it. They don't look there age. I'm going to wear what I what as long nothing stick out.

My pop busted me for smoking today. Oops he thought i quit. He was yelling. I'm old and i still get yelled at!!!

I feel like shit today!

I really feel like shit today. It felt i haven't slept a whole week. I couldn't get up this morning. I had to drag myself out of bed. I felt so light head today. I had to go home and take a nap. The nap help but i still feel like shit. My back and my legs are killing me. Never again I'm staying up all night. I didn't have fun and it was not worth it. I feel really drain today. I'm getting to old to be staying up all night. Never again!!

I can't fall a sleep!!

I can't fall a sleep. I have alot of things on my mind. I don't know what to do! I need to go to sleep i got to get up for work in the morning or I'm going to be late. I need sleep cause I'm not going to get any over the weekend. I'm meeting up with friends tomorrow night. I will get no sleep when I stay over at there places. They are party animals. Hanging out with them i need at least 2 days rest afterward. I can't party like them. I could do it before when I was younger not anymore i feel really crappy afterward. They don't get tired at all and the group I'm going with are older then me. They party Thursday to Saturday. I just need sleep!


What should I do? I don't know what to do!

Back to work today!

It sucks to be back at work today. I really can't stand this place with a passion!! I hate the people i work with!! I can't stand them. I can't wait for the day to end!

I want to call him. But I really feel stupid for calling him. I'm always calling him. He only call twice. First time was when i gave him my number and the second time was his butt calling by accident! What should I do?

I knew this will happen!!

I just got home!!! I knew I was going to end up driving back tonight. The girls said they were getting bitten by to many bugs last night. There to many animals running around. All i heard was complains today. When I do outdoor stuff i never ask them cause they can't deal with it. I get home and I'm lock out i had to wait almost 30 mins before anyone open the door. I didn't get much sleep last night and I'm not going to get enough sleep tonight.

I'm annoyed already about this camping trip!

My friends are annoying they keep texting and calling me to hurry up. I don't like to be rush. When I'm rushing I make mistake and I'm clumsy. I hate being the driver. The girls I'm picking up they don't know how to drive. I'm going to have fun driving for almost 2hrs. I didn't even pack for the camping trip. My other friends are there already and they forgot to pack things we need. They texting me telling me i have to pick up stuff before i leave. Omfg I'm going to get to the camping site at 2am or later at this rate. It's already turning out to be chaotic trip already.

I have no one to talk to!!!

I have no one to talk to about one of my problem. I can't ask anyone for their advice. I really don't know what to do? I usally ask my bbf she a older sister i never had about men problems. I can't even tell her the problem. She knows about my suitation. I keep hearing can't fix something get rid of it.  Dont know what to do? These days I haven't been feeling well. I thought it was the heat bothering me. I had no choice but go to the doctor today to find out why I'm having these headaches. He took my pressure. My pressure is really high. He ask me what have I been doing. I told him I been working alot and I'm not sleep well. I told him im thinking alot about my problems.  He said i need to relax and get more sleep. Stop thinking so much. He said if it gets any higher he going to give me medicine. I got try to relax more. What should I do....

I don't do well in this heat!

I like this weather when it's not to hot. When it gets to hot i don't do so well. Last year I had 5 heat exhaustion. I end up in the hospital last year twice. Right now I feel like crap. Am I not drinking enough water. Am I not eating not enough fruit. What am I doing wrong? I got a mass headache and a fever. I hope I don't end up in the hospital at all this year. I

I still haven't seen him. I was going to call him today but I don't feel well.

Smh

I can't believe my friends plan a birthday party tonight. They plan a dinner and going to a lounge afterward. I really don't want to go but I have to show my face cause the birthday boy is my cousin. Whoever plan this is so selfish. I have to work all day today. I'm still not feeling to good. Smh smh smh. I told then i have to work all day I won't be able to make it the dinner. They said i have to make it to the lounge. Ok whatever I'm just going to show up and stay for 15 mins. I'm going to be to tired.

I need to start taking 2 days off from work.

I wish I was a kid again!!

I wish I was a kid again. I don't have to worry about any problems. I don't have to worry about men,work and money. I don't know how to solve my problems as a adult. I make things worse. I shouldn't have play in the rain today. I'm not young anymore. I got home and I was burning up with a fever. What else coukd haooen

Debating if I should go

Debating if I should go out tonight. My friends call me up and ask me if I wanted to go out. I want to but I don't want to waste to much money. Every time I go with them I end up spending to much and staying out to late. I really don't wanna stay home either. I can't decide if I should go out or not. I do have work in the morning. I was hoping to get the day off.

The last time I saw him was Saturday. I haven't seem him since. I hope he is ok! 

I'm not going

On Sunday my friends told me they booked a vacation for 1 grand. They didn't even ask me permission. If the price is right for me. I'm piss they booked it. I told them I don't have the money for it. They said its ok I could pay what I could afford. I don't really like that idea. Just because I don't make much don't feel bad i can't go and just pay for it. I'm not that kind of person used people cause they have money. I told them I'm not going to go and I hope they could get the money back. If it was the other girls they would have gone and not pay the guys back at all. I don't used people. I'm not going to pay a weekend trip for 1 grand that's crazy.

I hate when it get hot all the bugs come out. I'm sitting outside and I'm getting eaten alive out here. The bugs love me out here.