I'm not having a good day.

I'm not having a good day today. I went to the doctor I found out there's something growing and I got to get it remove. He said its not cancerous. That's the good thing. He gave me medicine and theirs a lot of side effect. One of the side effect is going to mess up my stomach. It should stop it from growing. I'm just afraid to go under the knife. I hope the medicine works. My car crap out on me today. Lucky I didn't rush to get out of work today. If I did I would have been stuck somewhere else. I was planning to meet up with friends tonight. Not going to go out staying in tonight. I just don't wanna be stuck anywhere. Why do I have one problem after another. More money to waste. :(
It's good to have good friends. I always call him when I have problems with my car. I have to take him and his family for dinner one day. He's a great mechanic he know what he's doing.

The car crap out on me again today.

I said hi to him. I think he wave. I was to upset about the car not really paying attention.
How could I stay mad at him when he to good looking.


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I can't even stay home

I'm off today. I can't even stay home and have peace and quiet. My brother is annoying me. I wanted to catch up with my shows on Netflix. I need to get the hell out of the house before he drives me up the wall. Can I have one day to myself.
I came back home and he's not here. I hope he not at my job.
He at the job omg


I need to leave the house tomorrow

Stupid bitches

Stupid bitches I have to deal with. I'm ready to play your damn stupid game. They are grown women being petty bitches. They didn't like I went behind their backs. To freaking bad!!

Facebook co workers

I got to delete some of my Facebook friends from work. Why cause this girl I thought she was my friend. She use my Facebook to talk about me to other co workers. I put food pictures up and vacation  pictures. I don't tag my friends and they don't tag me unless we ask each other. I don't complain about work. I put a lot of food pictures up cause I love food. They use that against me by saying how could she eat all that and still lose weight. Is she throwing up her food. Wtf I don't eat and throw it up. Stupid bitchies I have to deal with. Going to start deleting today.

Crappy weekend

I having a crappy weekend. I have to work three days straight on my days off. I'm tired and my allegry is killing me. I get to my job in the morning and mr creepy old man was waiting. Stay away from me don't talk. Don't bother me. I hate when he comes in a Sunday. I finally got things done today cause my annoying brother is not here to bother me. Debating what time I should come in tomorrow.

So many things to do this 3 day weekend!

I got so many things to do today. I got to go to work and meet up with friends who came from buffalo  and Cali. I got to run errands. Go grocery shopping again. I didn't feel well last night. No one helps me.

What school should I apply to?

I don't know what school should I apply to? I was thinking about going to Brooklyn college. My friends were telling me to go to Baruch cause they have a better business program. I can't decide. I better decide soon.

I went to the apple store today I decided I'm going to get the Mac air.

Should I stop calling him for good? I don't know what to do? I did stop calling him for a couple months before. Why am I so attracted to him?

I got go back to work!

It was great not going to work. I was so relax I didn't have to deal with the bitches. I going to be doing this more often. I hate my job so bad I don't wanna go in. The bitches are in for a surprised next week.  I'm researching how to start my own business now.
I'm finally out of work. It was a long day today since I had a four day weekend.

I hate the doctors office.

Omfg I'm still here at the doctor office. I been here for almost 2 hrs. Now I got to wait to have my X-ray taken. Hurry up. I don't like any doctors office.

I waited almost four hrs today. I didnt make it to my other appointment. I don't need surgery for now. I need to strength my ankles. The doctors want me to go to physical therapy twice a week. He told me I could run but don't over do it.

I over slept!

I over slept. I'm going to be late for work. Didn't feel well since yesterday. I'm working to many hours. I'm not getting enough sleep. My allergy is killing me. To many things I'm thinking about. I'm going to crash soon. I'm thinking about taking a day off during the week at night. I'm really tired. I really don't care I'm late for work cause I hate my job. Last week they promoted the other bitch who wrote me up. I'm going to be really late.

My day!

Today was not a good day. I got back late last night. I woke up and fell a sleep. Didn't make it to work. Lucky someone was there to help me with my shift. It usally take me 30 mins to get to work. It took me 3 hrs they closed off ocean parkway for a races. I was stuck in traffic for 1 hr 30mins. I was so annoyed I turn around and went back home cause I forgot my keys. It took me another 1hr to drive around bklyn to get to the other side. I forgot today I had to go to a bday party in queens. I was stuck in traffic again. Im home now. I'm going to crash soon. I have to be on time for work tomorrow. I got to be up in a couple hrs. No sleep again!!

Don't know what to do tonight!

Should I go out with the guys to the clubs or with my other friends to the bar. I haven't really went clubbing for a long time. I don't really drink cause I'm not surpposed to. If I go with the guys to the clubs I'm going to be the only girl going and I don't know if I have any clubbing clothes. It's going to rain tonight too.  Don't know what to do tonight?

I'm not going to call that guy for a while. I don't like guys who play mind games.

Job interview

I went for my job interview today. It went pretty good. It's not going to be 40 hours work week. It's going to be more then that. I get to travel to another location. The salary is great! I don't know if I will get it. There are better candidates . If I do it get. I can't even work at the family business no time    .Who knows more the me and I haven't been in the field for a while now. After my interview I went to the 24 hrs apple store. I ask them how much will it be to change the trackpad. It's going to cost me almost 300 bucks. Holy crap I might change it myself if I don't mess it up. I look at the Mac air it's really nice and lite but no cd drive. I like the Mac book and the desktop. I can't decide what I should get. I bought myself a new phone. I can't decide.

Going back to the apple store today

Will I have time!

I'm thinking about going back to college. I'm thinking about going for my master degree or under grad for another degree. It's been a while I was in a class. The last time I was in school I was working full time and going to school full time at night. I need to go back to school cause I'm in a dead end job. I'm not making any money at this job. I don't know if I want to work for anyone these days. I want to be my own boss. I don't want to report to anyone. I just don't want to deal with bullshit anymore. My father always bitching about i have a college degree and its useless. I'm not making money. I hated what i major in. I work for a big corporate company before and i hated it. I just hate wearing a suit. A client gave me a advice she told me you got to start from the bottom and go up. It's hard in the beginning. But it does get easy. She said if you have family in china I could make the big bucks. China has lots of money. I told her I don't speak mandarin it's going to be hard. I don't like to fly for 18 hrs either. She said i got to get my foot wet and just go and do it. Will I have time to do all this. I'm afraid to cause I did start my own business when I was younger. It didn't work out. I have no one to back me up. My father always put me down telling me the business I want to do is not going to work. Should I listen to him? He is a business man. I was thinking about starting a online business and im still stalling. I don't know what to do!!!!!!

This month is not a good month. My pc laptop crash i got the damn blue death screen. Im trying to fix it. Don't know if i could fix it. My trackpad on my apple laptop top is broken crap.. My cell phone is mess up. My car cd player is mess up. I got a flat tire. What else could happen?  I need a new computer debating should I get a iMac desktop or another apple laptop. No more pc computers for me. More money down the drain. :( going to the apple store on my lunch break tomorrow.

Can't find my father

Omfg I'm going to have a panic attack!! I can't find my father. I called all the numbers he left they said its been disconnect. He hasn't called telling me he ok! I don't know where he staying. He never leaves any info where he staying. How am I going to find him!!

I have a job interview!

It's who you know!! It's not what you know! A friend of my put in my résumé for a corporate company. I got a email telling me I got a interview on Tuesday. Wow that was fast I gave it to her on Monday. I go to the interview but I don't know if I want to get back into the coporate world. I'm so comfortable wearing anything to work now. I could wear jeans and sneakers to work. The salary is great it's more then double what I'm getting now. But it's not what I want to do! I will see on Tuesday.

I'm tired!

I'm tired didn't go to bed till 3 am. I woke up late. I'm late going to work customers were waiting. They were nice I didn't get yell at. They know I have to work 2 jobs. I was so late walk out the house with my hair went. I need lots of coffee today!

Don't have to deal with her!

I'm so happy today! My supervisor left. I don't have to deal with her anymore. The racist bitch is gone. But there is another there i have to deal with. I hope she gets it to. Everybody was really happy today. The only bad thing is I had to spend money on a new tire today!

I forgot!

I been so busy I forgot I booked ticket to Florida this weekend. My best friend booked it 2 months ago. I hope I could get a refund for my ticket or booked another flight for another day. Lucky my best friend wasn't mad at me. She knows I'm so busy with work. I have to deal with my brother.she knows my brother is driving me crazy. My best friend was rubbing it in telling me I'm going to miss the hot Florida weather. I told her everytime I go with her it's cold and its always raining. When I don't go with her it's always hot.  I wish I could go away escape from my problems. To many things on my mind these days.


I called today asking if I could get a refund.  I can't get a refund but I could rebook for another day. It's better then nothing!

I'm really late for work today!

I been so busy I totally forgot to buy grocery for my grandma. I couldn't go to work yet. Now I'm really late. I want to give money to my brother to buy it. But he might not buy anything and take the money do something else with it. I can't even trust him. My day is turning out to be bad already. How will this day end.

Do not bother me in the morning!

I have to get ready in the morning for work today. My brother piss me off. Do not get in my way. He asking me for smokes,money etc. I'm tired I didn't get enough sleep last night kept waking up. He doesn't understand I have a job to get to. While he bothering me I couldn't find my keys. I flip out on him. This is how my freaking day starts out. I work hard for my money and he use it by sitting on his ass all day!

I was so tired I fell a sleep on the train. I'm so lucky this morning I didn't miss my stop or I would have been later to work. I'm always falling a sleep on the train. I better stop. The last time I fell a sleep I was sleeping on someone shoulder that was embarrassing. I need to put my headphones on. I'm so tired working 7 days.

Not a good day.

I'm just having a bad day today. I have a flat on my tire from this morning. I went to the tire shop trying to get it fix. They told me I can't fix it. I need a new tire. Crap more money in this car. This is my second flat tire this year. I'm driving around with a spare now. I'm so tired today. I'm ready to drop at my job. I'm so tired I'm trembling. I still can't leave for another hour. I just wanna go home and take a nap.

I'm home I can't sleep to many things to do. 

My morning suck!

I didn't get enough sleep last night. I'm tired and I have to work all day today. I got a flat tire. I hope I don't need to spend money on a new tire. I put in air in the tire it seems fine now.  Maybe it was low. I will see later. I spend so much money on this car already. I need to learn how to change a flat tire.

Long day today

I was so tired today. I couldn't stop yawning all day. I had to run so many errands today. Driving back and forth. Still not done with my errands. I drank 3 large cup coffee to stay awake that didn't work. If I drank anymore I think I be bouncing off the walls. I'm so tired I almost fell while I was doing my errands. That would had been embarrassing if I did fall. Staying in tonight nothing to do. Catch up on my shows on Netflix.

I was having a good day today until!!!

I was having a good day today. My boss got fired. I don't know why!! I went out to a my friend's birthday party. Her stupid friend made a comment to my face. Saying wow I lost weight but not enough. I bitch slap her a lot of my friends heard what she said. They said she deserve it. My friends pull me back and told me to take a walk and calm down. I told them I'm leaving. She mess up my evening. That girl always been a bitch. I never got along with. She deserve it.

Woohoo

The bitch is leaving !! Woohoo so happy today!!